Managing Uncontrolled Emotional Outbursts: A Comprehensive Guide

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If you typed "I hate myself" into a search bar, you're not the only one. Thousands of people do every month. Sometimes it's a passing thought after a bad day. Sometimes it's a constant voice that's been there for years. Either way, the feeling is real, and it hurts.

Hating yourself is a feeling, not a fact about who you are. Very often it's a symptom, of depression, of old experiences, or of a mind that learned to be harsh with itself. Symptoms can be treated.

Why do I hate myself?

Self-hatred rarely has a single cause. Common roots include:

• Harsh criticism growing up. If the adults around you were critical, dismissive, or rarely satisfied, you may have learned to talk to yourself the same way.
• Trauma or abuse. Painful experiences can leave a belief that you were somehow to blame, or that you're damaged.
• Perfectionism. When the bar is impossibly high, every ordinary mistake feels like proof that you're not enough.
• Comparison. Measuring yourself against other people's highlight reels, online or off, can make your own life look like a failure.
• Depression. Sometimes the self-hatred comes first. Sometimes depression comes first and brings the self-hatred with it.

The link to depression runs both ways. A 2013 meta-analysis of 77 longitudinal studies, published in Psychological Bulletin, found that low self-esteem predicted later depression, and depression also eroded self-esteem, though the first effect was stronger. A harsh view of yourself is a risk factor to take seriously, not a personality quirk.

When self-hatred is a symptom

Self-hatred is a core part of several mental health conditions:

• Depression. The NIMH lists feelings of guilt, worthlessness, or helplessness among the common symptoms of depression, alongside persistent sadness or emptiness, loss of interest, fatigue, and changes in sleep or appetite. Major depression involves symptoms most of the time for at least two weeks.
• Borderline personality disorder (BPD). The NIMH notes that BPD involves an unstable or distorted self-image and chronic feelings of emptiness. In some people, intense emotion turns inward as constant self-blame, something we've written about in quiet BPD.

If your self-hatred comes with low mood that won't lift, loss of interest in things you used to enjoy, or thoughts of not wanting to be here, it may be depression talking. That's not a weakness. It's a treatable condition.

Signs of self-hatred

• Constant self-criticism, even for small mistakes
• Brushing off compliments or not believing them
• Undermining your own success or relationships
• Feeling like a burden to the people around you
• Apologizing for things that aren't your fault
• Neglecting basic needs like food, sleep, or hygiene
• Pulling away from people because you feel you don't deserve them

Feeling like a burden deserves special attention. It's one of the NIMH's warning signs of suicide, along with talking about wanting to die, feeling hopeless or trapped, and withdrawing from friends. If that's where you are, please call or text 988.

"Why do I hate myself even though I have a good life?"

This is one of the most common versions of the question, and one of the most painful. You look at your life, see a good job, people who care, no obvious disaster, and feel guilty for feeling this way on top of everything else.

Depression doesn't check your circumstances before it arrives. It can show up in a life that looks fine from the outside, and it can make you feel worthless no matter what you've accomplished. Having a good life doesn't mean you don't deserve help.

What helps right now

When self-hatred spikes, the goal isn't to argue yourself out of it. It's to get through the next few minutes:

• Slow your breathing. Breathe in for a count of four, hold for four, breathe out for four. Repeat for a few minutes.
• Ground yourself. Name five things you can see, four you can touch, three you can hear, two you can smell, and one you can taste.
• Change the scene. Step outside, take a shower, or move to a different room.
• Reach one person. Text a friend, call a family member, or call or text 988. You don't need the perfect words.

These won't fix the underlying pattern. They interrupt the spiral so you can get to the next step.

What helps over time

Self-compassion practices. Self-compassion means treating yourself with the kindness you'd offer a friend, and it can be learned. A 2023 meta-analysis of 56 randomized trials found that self-compassion interventions had small to medium effects on depressive symptoms, anxiety, and stress. A 2022 meta-analysis of 19 randomized trials with 1,350 participants found they produced a medium reduction in self-criticism specifically. In both cases, the authors noted that study quality was mixed.

Therapy. Psychotherapy, as the NIMH describes, helps people with depression by teaching new ways of thinking and behaving and changing habits that feed the depression. Approaches such as cognitive behavioral therapy and compassion-focused therapy are designed to work directly on the harsh inner voice.

Treating what's underneath. If self-hatred is part of depression, BPD, or trauma, treating that condition is often what finally quiets it. For moderate or severe depression, the NIMH notes that medication is usually part of the initial treatment plan.

Connection. Self-hatred thrives in isolation and tells you to pull away. Small, regular contact with people who are kind to you works against it, even when it feels pointless at first.

When to get professional help

Reach out for professional support if:

• Self-hatred is affecting your work, relationships, or ability to take care of yourself
• It comes with persistent low mood, emptiness, or loss of interest
• You've tried to manage it on your own and it isn't easing
• You have any thoughts of self-harm or suicide (call or text 988 now)

At Amae Health, our clinics specialize in conditions including Major Depressive Disorder, Borderline Personality Disorder, and suicidal thoughts and attempts. Our care teams bring psychiatrists, therapists, primary care physicians, peer mentors, and care coordinators under one roof, working from one treatment plan. For people who need more than a weekly appointment, we offer an Intensive Outpatient Program (IOP) and a Partial Hospitalization Program (PHP). If asking for help feels hard, our article on how to ask for help when depressed walks through it.

Frequently asked questions

Is it normal to hate yourself?

Many people feel self-hatred at some point, especially during hard times. But constant self-hatred isn't something you should have to live with. When it's persistent, it's often linked to depression or other conditions that respond to treatment.

Why do I hate myself so much?

Intense self-hatred usually grows from a mix of factors: harsh criticism early in life, trauma, perfectionism, comparison, and often depression. Depression in particular can make feelings of worthlessness feel overwhelming and permanent, even though they aren't.

Can self-hatred be a sign of depression?

Yes. Feelings of worthlessness and guilt are common symptoms of depression. If self-hatred comes with low mood, loss of interest, fatigue, or changes in sleep or appetite, a mental health evaluation can help sort out what's going on.

How do I stop hating myself?

In the moment, slowing your breathing, grounding yourself, and reaching out to one person can interrupt the spiral. Over time, self-compassion practice, therapy, and treating any underlying depression are what make lasting change. It takes time, and setbacks are normal.

Key takeaways

• If you're thinking about hurting yourself, call or text 988 now.
• Self-hatred is a feeling, often a symptom, not the truth about who you are.
• It's closely linked to depression, and the link runs both ways.
• Short-term tools can get you through a spike. Self-compassion work, therapy, and treating underlying conditions make lasting change.

If self-hatred has become a constant companion, for you or someone you love, request an intake appointment. Our team will explain how an evaluation works and what the first visit involves. And if you're in crisis right now, call or text 988.

Is schizophrenia genetic? Yes, genetics plays a major role. Research attributes up to about 80% of the risk of developing schizophrenia to genetic factors. But that number comes with an important qualification: no single gene causes schizophrenia, and genes are not the whole story. Having a relative with the condition raises a person's risk, yet most people with an affected relative never develop it, and most people who do develop schizophrenia have no family history of it at all. Genetic risk is real, but it is not destiny. This article explains what the genetics actually show, what else contributes, the types and early signs, and what it means for families.

Is Schizophrenia Hereditary? What the Genetics Show

Schizophrenia can run in the family, and decades of twin, family, and adoption studies have measured how strongly. Twin studies are especially informative. Because identical twins share nearly all their genes while fraternal twins share about half, comparing how often each type of twin shares a diagnosis lets researchers estimate the genetic contribution. Those studies put the heritability of schizophrenia at roughly 79% to 81%, meaning genetic differences account for a large share of why some people develop it and others do not (Sullivan et al., Archives of General Psychiatry, 2003; Hilker et al., Biological Psychiatry, 2018).

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It helps to be clear about what heritability does and does not mean. It describes how much of the variation in risk across a population is linked to genetic differences; it does not mean an individual has an 80% chance of developing the condition, and it does not mean the outcome is fixed at birth. Even in identical twins, when one twin has schizophrenia the other develops it only about half the time, which tells us plainly that genes load the dice but do not determine the roll.

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So is schizophrenia genetically inherited in a simple way like eye color? No. It is polygenic, which means many genes are involved rather than one. Thousands of common gene variants each add a tiny amount of risk, and a smaller number of rarer variants carry larger effects. Many of these genes influence how brain cells form connections, called synapses, and how chemical messengers between neurons work. There is no single "schizophrenia gene," and because the genetics are spread across so many variants, schizophrenia does not follow a clear-cut pattern of inheritance the way some conditions do (MedlinePlus, Schizophrenia).

How Family History Affects Risk

Family history is the strongest single predictor of risk. The figures below come from classic family and twin studies, and they are best read as approximate lifetime risks for a population, not as a fixed forecast for any one person.

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Family history

Approximate lifetime risk

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Put another way, having one first-degree relative (a parent or sibling) with schizophrenia raises an individual's risk roughly eight-fold, and having two first-degree relatives raises it about eleven-fold compared with someone with no family history.

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A first-degree relative means a parent, sibling, or child (the family members who share about half of your genes). Second-degree relatives, such as grandparents, aunts, and uncles, share less, which is why the risk from a grandparent with schizophrenia is much closer to the general-population figure.

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Those numbers can look frightening, so it is essential to read them alongside two facts that are just as true. First, about four out of five people who develop schizophrenia have no affected first-degree relative. Most cases are what researchers call sporadic, arising without a clear family history. Second, even at the highest end of the table, the majority outcome is not developing the condition. With one affected parent, roughly 85 to 90% of children do not develop schizophrenia, and with both parents affected, the majority still do not. Elevated risk is real. Inevitability is not. If you are reading this table with a specific family member in mind, the most useful takeaway is not a percentage but a plan: know the early signs, and know that early care helps.

What Causes Schizophrenia? Beyond Genetics

If you are asking what causes schizophrenia, the honest answer is that genes and environment work together, shaping brain development over time. No single factor acts alone, and there is no one "cause" that applies to everyone. Two people can arrive at the same diagnosis by very different routes, one carrying more genetic risk, another shaped more by environmental factors. This is part of why schizophrenia looks somewhat different from person to person. Alongside genetic risk, researchers have identified several contributors that may increase the likelihood of developing schizophrenia:

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• Prenatal and birth factors: complications during pregnancy or birth, maternal infections, or malnutrition before birth.
• Brain chemistry: differences in neurotransmitter systems, particularly dopamine and glutamate, that affect how brain signals are regulated.
• Brain structure and development: subtle differences in brain structure and in how regions connect to one another.
• Substance use: frequent cannabis use in adolescence, especially in people who already carry higher genetic risk.
• Early-life stress or trauma: severe childhood adversity.
• Immune and inflammatory factors: some research links immune activation during key developmental windows to later risk.

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Each of these is associated with increased risk rather than a guaranteed cause. Most people exposed to any one of them never develop schizophrenia. The current understanding is what researchers call a neurodevelopmental model: genetic vulnerability and environmental factors interact over years, subtly shaping how the brain develops long before any symptoms appear. This is why schizophrenia typically emerges in late adolescence or early adulthood, a period of major brain maturation, rather than in childhood. It is the combination of influences across development, not any single element, that determines whether the condition emerges. That also means risk is not static: some environmental contributors, like heavy adolescent cannabis use, are ones a person or family can act on.

Types of Schizophrenia

The way clinicians classify schizophrenia has changed. Before 2013, the condition was divided into five subtypes. The DSM-5, and the current DSM-5-TR, folded those subtypes into a single diagnosis of schizophrenia. The reason for the change was that the old subtypes were not stable over time. A person could shift from one to another, and they did not reliably predict treatment response or outcome. In their place, clinicians now use specifiers, notes that describe features like the course of the illness or the presence of catatonia, to capture a person's particular pattern. The older subtype names still appear in some writing, so they are worth knowing:

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• Paranoid: prominent delusions and hallucinations.
• Disorganized (hebephrenic): disorganized thinking and speech, and flattened emotional expression.
• Catatonic: movement disturbances, including immobility or mutism.
• Undifferentiated: features of more than one type.
• Residual: reduced symptoms following a previous episode.

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Schizophrenia also sits within a broader schizophrenia spectrum that includes related conditions such as schizoaffective disorder, which combines features of schizophrenia and a mood disorder, and schizophreniform disorder, which involves similar symptoms over a shorter period. A clinician distinguishes between these based on the specific pattern and duration of symptoms.

Early Signs of Schizophrenia

The early signs of schizophrenia usually appear in late adolescence or early adulthood, often slightly later in women than in men. Before a first episode, changes can be gradual and easy to miss, which is exactly why families search for them. Common early signs include:

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• Social withdrawal and loss of interest in friends or activities
• A decline in functioning at school or work
• Difficulty concentrating or increasingly disorganized thinking
• Unusual or suspicious thoughts, or a sense that something has changed
• Reduced emotional expression or motivation
• Changes in sleep or personal hygiene

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Clinicians sometimes call this gradual early phase the prodrome, a period of subtle changes that can precede a first episode by months or even years. These signs are not proof of schizophrenia; many have other explanations, from depression to ordinary adolescent change, and most people who experience them will not develop schizophrenia. But when several appear together and persist, they are a reason to seek an evaluation rather than to wait and see.

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A first episode of psychosis, which can include hallucinations, delusions, or disorganized speech, is a particularly important moment. Research consistently shows that the sooner coordinated care begins after psychosis emerges, the better the long-term outcomes tend to be (NIMH, Schizophrenia). Seeking an evaluation early is not an overreaction; it is one of the few things clearly within a family's control that improves the odds.

What This Means for Families

If schizophrenia is in your family, the worry behind the question is usually personal: does this mean it will happen to me, or to my child? The evidence offers a genuinely reassuring answer. A family history raises risk, but it does not make the condition inevitable, and genetic risk is not the same as genetic destiny.

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A few things are worth holding onto. There is no routine genetic test that can predict or diagnose schizophrenia, because the condition involves thousands of genes interacting with the environment; diagnosis is clinical, based on symptoms and history. Direct-to-consumer genetic tests that claim to estimate psychiatric risk cannot tell an individual whether they will develop schizophrenia, and a worrying result from one is not a diagnosis.

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What families can do is practical rather than passive: learn the early signs, seek an evaluation promptly if concerns come up rather than waiting, and know that effective treatment exists. Modern care combines medication, therapy, and support to help people manage symptoms and build stable, meaningful lives, and outcomes are best when treatment starts early and stays coordinated. For someone carrying a family history, that is the real source of agency: not the genes they inherited, which no one chooses, but the speed and quality of the care they can reach if it is ever needed.

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At Amae Health, schizophrenia is one of the conditions our integrated teams are built to treat. If you are looking for information, our guide to the best treatment for schizophrenia and our care for psychosis and first-episode psychosis explain what evidence-based treatment looks like. You can also explore our full range of treatments or read our resources for patients and families. To ask about an evaluation, reach out to our team.

Frequently Asked Questions

Is schizophrenia genetic or environmental?

Both. Genetics accounts for up to about 80% of risk, but environmental factors such as prenatal complications, early trauma, and heavy cannabis use interact with genes to shape whether the condition develops. Neither genes nor environment alone fully explains it.

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If a parent has schizophrenia, will their child get it?

Not necessarily. With one parent affected, a child's lifetime risk is roughly 10 to 15%, which means most children of a parent with schizophrenia do not develop it. The risk is higher than average, but it is far from certain.

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Can you have schizophrenia with no family history?

Yes. About four out of five people with schizophrenia have no affected first-degree relative. Genetic risk can come from many small variants that are common in the population, and environmental factors also contribute, so the condition frequently appears without a clear family history.

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Is there a genetic test for schizophrenia?

No. There is no routine test that can predict or diagnose schizophrenia. Because the condition involves thousands of genes plus environmental influences, no single test can capture it. Diagnosis is made clinically, based on symptoms and history.

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At what age does schizophrenia usually appear?

Typically in late adolescence to early adulthood, and often slightly later in women. Early, subtle signs can appear gradually in the months or years before a first episode of psychosis.

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Can schizophrenia be prevented if it runs in my family?

It cannot be reliably prevented, but risk can be lowered and outcomes improved. Avoiding heavy cannabis use, managing stress, and seeking evaluation early if warning signs appear all help, and early intervention is linked to better outcomes. If you or a loved one is struggling, support is available: call or text the 988 Suicide and Crisis Lifeline at 988, anytime.

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Citations

1. Sullivan PF, Kendler KS, Neale MC. "Schizophrenia as a Complex Trait: Evidence From a Meta-analysis of Twin Studies." Archives of General Psychiatry, 2003. PubMed 14662550. Tier 1 (peer-reviewed meta-analysis).
2. Hilker R, Helenius D, Fagerlund B, et al. "Heritability of Schizophrenia and Schizophrenia Spectrum Based on the Nationwide Danish Twin Register." Biological Psychiatry, 2018. sciencedirect.com. Tier 1 (peer-reviewed).
3. MedlinePlus (National Institutes of Health), "Schizophrenia." medlineplus.gov/genetics/condition/schizophrenia. Tier 2 (U.S. government).
4. National Institute of Mental Health, "Schizophrenia." nimh.nih.gov/health/topics/schizophrenia. Tier 2 (U.S. government).

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Your heart is racing, your chest is tight, and you can't tell whether this is panic or something worse. Or maybe the anxiety has gone on for weeks and you've stopped sleeping, eating, or leaving the house. Either way, you're wondering whether this is something a hospital can help with.

Yes, you can go to the hospital for anxiety, and sometimes you should. An emergency room is the right place when you can't rule out a medical emergency, or when anxiety comes with thoughts of suicide or makes it impossible to stay safe. Being admitted to a psychiatric unit for anxiety alone is less common. For severe anxiety that isn't an emergency, structured outpatient programs are often the better fit.

If you're thinking about suicide or hurting yourself, call or text 988 now, or call 911.

Can you go to the ER for a panic attack?

Yes. Panic attacks can feel exactly like a heart attack. According to MedlinePlus, symptoms can include chest pain, a pounding heart, shortness of breath, dizziness, numbness or tingling, and fear of dying, and many people with panic disorder first seek treatment in the emergency room for exactly that reason.

You can't reliably tell the difference on your own, so don't try. MedlinePlus advises calling 911 for chest pain that feels like sudden crushing, squeezing, or pressure, pain that spreads to the jaw, left arm, or between the shoulder blades, or chest pain with nausea, dizziness, sweating, a racing heart, or shortness of breath. Being told it was "only" panic is a good outcome, not a wasted trip.

What happens at the hospital for anxiety?

In the ER, the first job is to rule out a medical cause. MedlinePlus notes that a provider will do a physical exam and a mental health assessment, and may order blood tests, because other medical problems need to be checked before panic disorder can be diagnosed.

People often search "what do they give you at the hospital for anxiety." If symptoms are severe, ER staff may use a short-acting anti-anxiety medication. The NIMH notes that benzodiazepines are useful for short-term relief of severe anxiety but can lead to tolerance or dependence over long periods, which is why they're generally used briefly. After the evaluation, the ER team decides whether someone can go home with a follow-up plan or needs more care.

When does anxiety need hospitalization?

Admission to a psychiatric unit is usually reserved for situations where someone isn't safe or can't be treated effectively outside a hospital. With anxiety, that typically means:

• Thoughts of suicide or self-harm, especially with a plan or intent
• Severe depression alongside anxiety, particularly when it stops someone from eating, sleeping, or caring for themselves
• Inability to function or stay safe, such as not eating or drinking enough
• Psychotic symptoms, such as hearing voices or holding beliefs others don't share
• Severe substance use or withdrawal tangled up with the anxiety

Panic attacks on their own, however frightening, usually don't require admission once medical causes have been ruled out.

What a psychiatric hospital stay looks like

Stays are usually short. A federal analysis of U.S. hospital data found that in 2016, hospital stays principally for mental and substance use disorders averaged 6.4 days. The focus is on safety, stabilizing symptoms, adjusting medication, and planning what happens after discharge. We explain the difference between settings in psych ward vs. mental hospital.

Voluntary and involuntary admission

Many people are admitted voluntarily. Involuntary admission is generally reserved for situations where someone is a danger to themselves or others and won't accept care, and the rules are set by each state.

Options between weekly therapy and a hospital

For many people with severe anxiety, the gap isn't between "fine" and "hospital." It's between a weekly appointment that isn't enough and a hospital stay that isn't necessary. Structured outpatient programs fill that gap:

• Intensive Outpatient Program (IOP): several hours of treatment a few days a week, while living at home and often working or going to school.
• Partial Hospitalization Program (PHP): a more intensive day program, several days a week, while sleeping at home.

These programs are also a common step down after a hospital stay. See PHP vs. IOP for a side-by-side comparison.

How anxiety is treated long term

For most people, treatment happens outside the hospital. According to the NIMH, antidepressants such as SSRIs and SNRIs are commonly used for anxiety disorders, and health care providers typically start with them for panic disorder and social anxiety disorder. Talk therapy is the other core part of treatment. MedlinePlus notes that while panic disorder can be long-lasting, most people get better when treated correctly.

Where Amae Health fits

We aren't a hospital. Amae Health runs outpatient clinics with PHP and IOP programs. Our clinics specialize in severe mental illness, including Major Depressive Disorder, bipolar disorder, and suicidal thoughts and attempts, and anxiety often comes with these conditions. Our care teams bring psychiatrists, therapists, primary care physicians, and care coordinators under one roof, working from one treatment plan.

Frequently asked questions

Can you be hospitalized for anxiety?

Yes. People can be admitted when anxiety comes with suicidal thoughts, severe depression, psychosis, or an inability to stay safe or function. Admission for anxiety alone is less common, and many people with severe anxiety are treated in intensive outpatient programs instead.

Should I go to the hospital for a panic attack?

If you have chest pain, trouble breathing, or symptoms you can't explain, go to the ER or call 911. Panic attacks can mimic a heart attack, and only a medical evaluation can rule that out.

What do they give you at the hospital for anxiety?

After checking for medical causes, ER staff may use a short-acting anti-anxiety medication for severe symptoms. These medications are meant for short-term use. The ER team then decides whether you can go home with a follow-up plan or need more care.

How long do you stay in the hospital for anxiety?

Psychiatric hospital stays are usually short. In U.S. data from 2016, stays for mental and substance use disorders averaged 6.4 days.

When should I go to the ER for anxiety?

Go if you have chest pain or other symptoms that could be a medical emergency, if you're thinking about suicide or self-harm, or if you can't stay safe or care for yourself. For suicidal thoughts, you can also call or text 988.

Key takeaways

• You can go to the ER for anxiety or a panic attack, especially with chest pain, which should always be checked.
• Psychiatric admission for anxiety alone is less common and usually involves safety concerns, severe depression, or psychosis.
• Hospital stays are short, about 6.4 days on average for mental health conditions.
• Intensive outpatient and partial hospitalization programs fill the gap between weekly therapy and the hospital.

If anxiety comes with depression, mood swings, or thoughts of suicide, and weekly appointments aren't enough, request an intake appointment. Our team will explain how PHP and IOP work and what to expect from the first visit.